Daughter of Eve

The weather in London is CRAP today! Its raining bucket loads and all week on telly and in the papers they have been banging on about how this weekend is going to go down in the record books for the most rainfall.  I went out with the girls last night and had a great time - Half price drinks, me and my girls and guys good music and on the plus side i managed to catch the last tube home so it was a nice cheap and cheerful Friday.

I also managed to speak to The Boy yesterday and it is well and truly over between us. I guess there were just some things that I could not overlook.  I feel awful, I guess after being single for so long I thought that I had found someone that I could possibly have some kind of future with but alas its just not to be. If anything I have discovered that I am less willing to compromise my happiness than I would have been in the past.  I used to be a bit of a walkover.  That having been said  I think he is a genuinely lovely person and really funny and  I hope that we can maintain our friendship. I guess we tested the waters and decided  that it was not meant to be. I am actually relieved that we spoke as I had a horrible week because I could not help fretting and as a result I was not really able to sleep. I am one of those people who can’t go to bed angry or with unresolved issues. This  week without rhyme or reason he went incognito for 5 days no emails or texts NADA.  He contacted me yesterday I could’nt  mask my disappointment.  Call me needy but I just don’t think this is normal behaviour for someone who you are supposed to be in a relationship with especially since I had a really nasty fall (I fell down a flight of stairs) last week.  Anyway I am not blaming him as he has alot on his plate, I just need a bit more consistency and when it boils down to I think its a compatibility issue.  Although we spoke I cant help feeling desperately guilty even though he froze me out and refused to see me and did not speak to me for days..there is still that small part of me that feels like its my fault?? Weird or what? Anyways I feel alot more peaceful today and treated myself to a duvet day! The lack of sleep took  its toll on me and I am knackered.

My girl VimfromZim tagged me in this and so here goes…

I have just been tagged Here are the rules:

1. You can only use one word!

2. Pass this along to 6 of your favorite bloggers.

3. Alert them that you have given them this award!

4. Have Fun!

The Survey

1. Where is your cell phone?

Sofa 2. Your hair? Mohawk

3. Your mother? Survivor

4. Your father? Hero

5. Your favorite food? Italian

6. Your dream last night? None (I did not dream it was more like an alcohol induced coma)

7. Your favorite drink? Gin

8. Your dream/goal? Success

9. What room are you in? Lounge

10. Your hobby? Writing

11. Your fear? Death

12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Re-married with Kids

13. Where were you last night? Bar APT

14. Something that you aren’t? Patient

15. Muffins? Blueberry

16. Wish list item? New Books

17. Where did you grow up? Harare

18. Last thing you did? Eat dinner

19. What are you wearing? T shirt ,Knickers and pink fluffy slippers (Hey dont judge! Its a Duvet day!!)

20. Your TV? CSI

21. Your pets? I have a ” pet” rabbit God bless Anne Summers

22. Friends? Motivators

23. Your life? On the brink of a breakthrough

24. Your mood? So laid back I am almost parallel to the floor

25. Missing someone? The BOY

26. Vehicle? I am a public transport wench and don’t have a license

27. Something you’re not wearing? Trousers

28. Your favorite store? Ikea

29. Your favorite color? Blue

30. When was the last time you laughed? About 2 hrs ago whilst reminiscing on the phone with Dlicious abt Last nights shenanigans. (lets just say I was pulled into a drunk white dude sandwich dance last night- I was the filling and it got UGLY *shudders*)

31. Last time you cried? Two weeks ago

32. Your best friend? Co-conspirator

33. One place that I go to over and over? Dim Sum restaurant near work

34. One person who e-mails me regularly? T Nasty

35. Favorite place to eat? Dim Sum restaurant near work

I would like to nominate……………drum roll please….

My girls, Pretty Poet, Freerangetomato, atasteofangelcake, Peasontoast

There are loads of others but they have all been tagged already.

Enjoy your weekends wherever you are.