Daughter of Eve

So this is it - today is the day and i must confess I am scared shitless.  Scared of what may go down scared that my calm exterior will slip and the crazy chic inside of me will manifest. Scared of my emotions because they are so volatile.  I am kind of looking forward to it though.  Maybe after tonight i can finally get some sleep. My nerves have been better today - I no loger feel the waves of nausea that gripped me.  I keep praying that god will keep me in check and that I can keep my head up.

Lord Jesus give me strength

I have been doing alot of thinking and Praying and I have decided to just watch aand pray.  Good is faithful even when I am weak and Faithless.  God is merciful and his love and mercies endure forever.  God is not a man that he should lie- so i am just going to try mot to take everything so personally and just do me.

I also have a business venture in the pipeline - i hope it works out !!! Lord have mercy